Woke up and looked at my phone as I do everyday, only to see a reminder telling me today Haiqal will be leaving and texts from him telling me that it’s finally here and that we are definitely ready. We have to be..
Sent him off and cried as soon as he stepped onto the escalator. Cried even harder watching him walk away. Who knew it would be that difficult knowing that it would be the last time we’ll be seeing each other in months? Those who have been through LDR, I really do have so much respect for you. I habis tissue already.
I’m going to miss him more and more everyday and things can get a lot harder than it is now but I know that we’ll be a lot stronger than we are now. The clock will keep ticking, to bring us closer and closer to being with each other (physically) again. We are ready now. I know it.
May Allah keep us under His protection always and if we are meant to be, may He always keep us strong the way he has been from the beginning.
Haiqal, if it all gets too much, do what you do best – take a nap. You can’t feel anything when you’re asleep! Can you guess what I did most of today!? Hehe. I miss you and I love you always. You know that already. See you in December. For now, we have FaceTime!